Never ever felt so lonely. Never ever felt so unwanted. Never ever felt so useless. And all this pain.. it feels ok during the day, but as night falls down, all my strength disappears, my shell falls apart. Night is this kind of time when everything bad just becomes so overwelming, knocks you down and dances on your heart and soul laughing eagerly. So why try? When all is lost, nothing's found. Maybe I should just stop trying..